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I had a bird. One which I was so happy to keep. Really happy and blessed to have it. I loved her with all my life. I could literally give it up for her. Its very sad that she just dun see it the way I do. But everyone is different. There is bound to be different perspective in things. It dun have to end like this. Now I'm letting her go. Becuz she wants to spread her wings and fly to the sky. And I dun want her to be caged up. Caged wings are useless in cages anyways. So I'm gonna let her fly. Even though it hurts me so and despite all the pain I bound to receive and knowing that she might not come back, my love is unconditional. I dun expect anything in return except the fact that you feel the same too. I can never blame her for anything. It was my very own decision to go this. I cant live with her being sad the whole time becuz of me. She'll have to make me invisible in order to keep her decision. This only hurts both parties. I cant live like this at all. If she ever finds out......this post. Whatever that happens is all becuz of me. Not her. If I have to let go I shall. I love her very much. But loving someone does not necessarily mean we have to be with them. I'll forever love her. And I'll forever keep waiting. So I hope you'll fly back to me one day. No matter what you say, I'll always be waiting. To prove that I'm not like any other guy. I'm letting you win. This is my biggest sacrifice that I've ever done.....To let myself crash and burn if I shall.............
I guess this time it really is goodbye......... got my results recently.....and although I did pass I'm really upset bout it. I mean the results were fairly given to me as what I deserved......but its not what I wanted to be frank........I dun really want an A cuz I know that I didnt do much to deserve it. However I did anticipated getting a C and yea.....thats what I got......so why am I whinning bout it? By rite I shud be happy bout it cuz I hit the bullseye I wanted to hit n this shud mean I'm accurate........but then like in darts, although u might be accurate in hitting 50 points it doesnt mean u'll be accurate in hitting 1 point.......plus the highest points in darts is 60 see wat I meant when I said I deserve my marks? could remember the way darts r played but cannot remember wat Km in the graph stands for I was really ok with the results.....but then when I thought about how I'm gonna tell my parents that I passed on the border line, I got so emo......30k per sem isnt lil and I would/might/could have at least gotten a B if I really tried harder......lotsa possibilities right there but it just have to be this 1.......n my parents are chinese, getting grades lower then Bs is really asking 4 some Wong Fei Hong action. Being a possible descendant of his makes u wonder if whether he had some kinda ass kicking moves for punishing the childrens for getting a C passed down from generation to generations. Then there were ppl who was upset they got B-.......I'm like 'take it from my perspective' or 'dun be fuckin kiasu lar'..........btw the 1st wan is for girls whilst the 2nd is for guys. N there was the ppl who got higher than me n come congratulating......tq but i dun really think thats the stuff u say when u got higher than me.......i just dun feel assured when its comin from ppl who got higher marks........i'm complexed n for the ppl who got lower than me........sry but I wont really be as sympathetic as I shud be (especially if ur emo bout it{there r exceptions tho}) cuz I believe that u shud stand up once u fall instantly so you dun get stepped on. Well tats my way of seeing it but not every1 sees it the same way I do n I acknowledge that......but if it makes you feel better, I'll help you up. Lastly, my results r going to affect my name on the dean's list.......I might wanna go to PMS so yea.......hope I get funded if I do wanna go.......oo bout the title? no worries. Its just to add some drama as I might be disowned after monday and if not, its bye bye foosball.....Ck out
gates of hell reopens and , its a 30 minute drive from here........more torture will be expected and the severity of it will increase......so dun expect this blog to be updates in quite awhile.......if i do also will be about me bitching n stuff.......waa just celebrated mums bday......she liked my present
well did cost me some cash but its all good......for all the stuff shes done for me this present shud not even be considered a repayment.........n a present like this is too materialistic.......
ok moving on...........oh yea juniors r comin.....nghehehehe n that means mutilation, amputation n blowj.....ahem, shud have 2 cousins joining.......god damnit theres already enuf twins here........then there will be 1 more additional challenge for me........but its classified top secret now so wont be leaking it..........so pray for then next episode of this blog cuz if it comes means i survived eos2 so till then...............booyaka
EXAMS OVER YAY!!although
i have 3 days left till semester 2 starts.....once sem2 starts i'm
gonna hit the books everyday constantly this time......its already
scary enough sitting for sem1 exams which is btw the easiest
.........this really isnt like college or school anymore where you
could just read the important stuff and sit for exams......now every
single detail counts and complete understanding of the topic is
required to just differentiate the choices of answers in mcqs......
So the long awaited holiday arrived and as planned with more detail and
research than for the exams, 6 of us embarked on a journey to the east
coast island REDANG!!!
left last saturday night......hate bus rides longer than 6
hrs.......cant really do anything but sit n sleep n when u cant sleep
you just gaze into the window looking at virtually nothing(in
terengganu)........n the bus driver was like goin 180 cuz the road is
so damn empty......not even street lights are present but thats no reason to play
takumi even if ur skills are better than jay.... we arrived in the
morning at the kuala terengganu bus station and was brought to the
resort's mainland HQ to wait for the other group of ppl in some small
crowded building......i felt like an illegal immigrant waitting 4 the
boat......while waiting, we went makan......
when we arrived at redang it was so unexpected to me how wonderfully
beautiful it actually was......i was under the impression that the
water and beachs would be like langkawis pantai cenang but it has
something else rather than the white sand and hot suns......the sea.. i mean
the water is clear, no thats an understatement.....the water is crystal
diamond nesh clear that u could see the seabed even when ur not near
the beach.......i shit you not!
upon our arrival, we stumped upon our first unfortunate event (this
trip was a serious case of unfortunate events but we're like the kids
and the events are like jim carey) . The resort we were suppose to stay
in redang reef resort
had problems with the water pumps and had to transfer us to some other
place.........of course we were reluctant at 1st cuz there were a lot
to consider, the compensation(the 1st thing that came to our minds),
the scenery, the food supplied, the lodging ........but then it was no
longer a choice.......we were shifted straight there....
we were shifted here.....
ok i was lying..... we were actually shifted here
well its not so bad, in fact its better and more expensive than the
originally reserved 1......+ its located in the middle of the long
beach stretch....so after 2 hrs of waiting we finally get to check
in.....with just an hour to unload, we changed and went
snorkeling.....its my first time but i basically get the
drift......just breathe thru ur mouth and look under the water......the
1st time was captivating.....could see parrot fishes eating corals (i
could even hear the crunching sounds they make) too bad my cam is not
water proof.....n there were some ppl who i tot would nv get sea sick
but turned out to get it......snorkeling is fun :P especially when you
got a underwater dictionary about anenomes and corals with you :P but
then snorkeling gets old after u do it for the 1st time. The only
difference would be the different spots but same time underwater, the
size of the waves, ppl you know pissing, farting and brupp-ing in the
water and becoming a lifeguard like those in baywatch.........uuu
volleyball is fun too.
then came the 1st nite...........was suppose to drink but kong out due
to fatigue rather than alcohol......malou.....and it seems to have
rained heavily tat night......we did took a walk b4 it rained....breeze was so nice....tjun hoe who was upstairs got so scared
lol.....he said the thunders were loud.......we slept wood(tidur kayu)
definitely not mermaids......
then we went snorkeling again.......nothing much to say bout
it........n more volleyball.......but this time we played till our
hands bengkak.......had steamboat for dinner......not only it resolves
hungry but also the cold air when the rain started pouring down like
mad while having dinner........so nowhere to go again on that
nite.......we ended up sleepin for awhile........then kim n lung2 woke
me up to go jln2.........but that got delayed when she complained about
stomach ache......so i gave her some carbon i brought from
home......then waited till she vomited all out b4 leaving the others
who were still lazily sleeping.........
they used my cam to take they're own selves
new day.......michelle leaving early b4 us........n they emo cuz we nv call them up last nite to go lepaking.......after that we went camwhoring since its the last day.........took lotsa pics
weather was good today.........we did lotsa shopping , walking around,
eating etc etc.......then got drunk at nite playing cards n
shots........nv really slept.......
then the final day arrives........was a little hectic as there were stuff to clear n pack and breakfast to catch not to mention a boat too.........then got unto the bus.......it was so damn hot inside as the aircond was somewhat working? then ppl start turning emo.....they scolded the bus driver and he was hot headed too then they faught and punches flying everywhere then some guy got thrown off the bus(only an idiot would read this bs) however tjun hoe did got emo........was cursing the scorching sun n bus aircond......+ we had kim totally obsessed with ah hoi(will post it up later) for the whole bus trip.......then the bus broke down.......delayed even more time
so ends the 4days 3 nite trip.........uni starts on monday.......gotta let go 4 the last few days.......
see wat I meant when I said I deserve my marks? could remember the way darts r played but cannot remember wat Km in the graph stands for
I was really ok with the results.....but then when I thought about how I'm gonna tell my parents that I passed on the border line, I got so emo......30k per sem isnt lil and I would/might/could have at least gotten a B if I really tried harder......lotsa possibilities right there but it just have to be this 1.......n my parents are chinese, getting grades lower then Bs is really asking 4 some Wong Fei Hong action. Being a possible descendant of his makes u wonder if whether he had some kinda ass kicking moves for punishing the childrens for getting a C passed down from generation to generations. Then there were ppl who was upset they got B-.......I'm like 'take it from my perspective' or 'dun be fuckin kiasu lar'..........btw the 1st wan is for girls whilst the 2nd is for guys. N there was the ppl who got higher than me n come congratulating......tq but i dun really think thats the stuff u say when u got higher than me.......i just dun feel assured when its comin from ppl who got higher marks........i'm complexed
n for the ppl who got lower than me........sry but I wont really be as sympathetic as I shud be (especially if ur emo bout it{there r exceptions tho}) cuz I believe that u shud stand up once u fall instantly so you dun get stepped on. Well tats my way of seeing it but not every1 sees it the same way I do n I acknowledge that......but if it makes you feel better, I'll help you up. Lastly, my results r going to affect my name on the dean's list.......I might wanna go to PMS so yea.......hope I get funded if I do wanna go.......oo bout the title? no worries. Its just to add some drama as I might be disowned after monday
and if not, its bye bye foosball.....Ck out
